Look real close and you still cant see
All of the things you wish you could be
With me
Look inside and you will find
Someone who understands you
But still wont let you be defined
You want me close to you
But I'm so free spirited
Yet so refined
Inside this beautiful mind
The look will fool you
The smile will bear happiness
A face easy on the eyes
A walk intriguing to the lonely
Who only
Want to light my fire.
And so I play
Night and day
And give you conversation
Which I cant even stand to stay in
Trying to be nice
And not bash your heart in
But the more I live
I'm starting to see
That everyone is going to want a piece of me
Somehow
Someway
Any day
And some will wait forever.
Well I might as well
Be a beast
And enjoy the feast
Stop being nice
And control your mind
If you want my time
It will cost
Each conversation
Is not for your free consumption
I'm still a lady
Don't think too deep
You will never see me in the sheets
I'm just saying
I'm tired of being nice
Tired of playing
I don't want to be bothered
But you wont let me be
Handing me your heart so easily
I'll take it and twist it
Yes indeed
I warned you
And you still want it.
**I wrote this in a jekyl & hyde sense.. it's raw, bitter, and almost gut wrenching heartless.. just goes to show that when pushed to new limits you can turn into the beast if you dont watch yourself.. just thoughts though- not actions**
