Yeah so maybe i'm a little impatient,
but thats never gonna change.
dont expect me to wait around all day.
When I send something out,
I expect a response...in an appropriate span;
Not later on at night, when more convinient.
a phone call, a text, a presence at some times;
thats all i want.
i want it to last for more than 5 minutes,
to really mean something, have substance,
maybe even be voluntary.
But no.
i wait for an arrival for hours on end,
time after time,
frustration bubbling out of impatience.
Then he shows up,
and worries flutter to the floor
disentigrating in the process.
For a while I forget I was ever upset,
and then it all happens again.