Wonder

It's hard to find angel's in a world of no peace,
it's hard to find light when so many deceive,
look in the mirror and cold eyes stare back,
tell me friend,
Are you living yet?

I spent time today wondering on you,
just simply wondering out of the blue,

You were so dark and so very cold,
holding onto mysteries like a musician does a music note,
your faith no where to be found, and your heart frozen in place,
always lying and so full of hate,
your dark eyes smoldered as you watched me cry,
and your heart sped up as I slowly died,

I wondered today, how you have been,
how you will be,
if I should bother again,
the answer right there,
on my machine,
your voice still frozen, but wanting me,

You don't sound scared or angry at all,
a little like loneliness and how you may have missed me,
so long,
I wanted to watch you, to see you again,
to hold and to touch you,
to be mine once more, but today's not right,
another year, another place, another time,

Just not today,
Not when I still wish for you to be forever mine.