I went home today
That place isnt what it use to be
It no longer feels like that where i belong
Empty walls
Broking memories
Looking at the wall
Thats where the fist missed my head
Looking at my old room
I begin to cry
I sit on the floor
I cant breath
crying so hard
I get up and open my room door
I see all my stuff
I sit at my desk
THis use to be my home
I use to be so much different
What happing to me?
The places i been
Why did i stay so long?
I hear my dog barking
I run to her
I missed her so much
Seems like shes the only one that hasnt forgot me
My cat sitting on the couch
Reaches out
She still loves me
I promiss them
One day i will take them back
It hurt to say by to them
This is the placce i cant go back to
It always been so much abuse
I cant be there, as much as i want to
I relize things wont be the same
Then the yelling starts
I dont know why
I grab my stuff and leave
I no longer has to go through that
It seems for my family nothings change