I miss you in my life,
i miss you beside me,
i miss the taste of your kiss,
i miss the way that you breath,
breath in so deep your scent,
it used to surround me,
deep in my mind it still lingers,
and i can feel your fingers,
caressing my hair
as we lie intertwined,
i wish i could rewind
back to the day i fell in love with you
now these thoughts,
death and suicide,
are nothing
theres no point in just being alive
without you by my side
i say i didn't miss you
but its all a lie
i want you back by my side,
It hurts that your happy
and I'm just alive.
You hurt me brought me down,
till i feel like nothing,
just empty,
I'm just alive,
I'm no longer living,
my heart and soul destroyed,
i cant believe i fell for you for so long,
your cheating, hurt and lies,
i cant believe,
cant believe i let all this happen to me,
i cant believe i still let you affect me,
your still my last thought as my head hits my pillow at night,
i dream about you,
the lust the passion,
but i still remember the fights
and the nights when i lost my everything,
let it all spill for you
spilled everything,
my blood sweat and tears put in to a relationship,
one i thought could last for years,
but you, you had a different plan
you didn't want me,
you wanted my bed.
