Please someone heal me

As i sit at this computer
tears filling my eyes
i think of all the pain
and all the hurtful lies

I pray for contentment
i pray to feel real
i just need your acceptance
then true love ill feel

I need to know you care
that you have a heart
i want to be your everything
but i don't know were to start

i know you cant look at me
you don't even try
you cant seem to love me
and i don't even know why

I try to make sense of it all
I want you to see
that I'm a little girl lost
because of what you've done to me

How hard is it to love
I am your daughter after all
but you just dismiss me
You've put up a wall

because of you
i now have a void
one so deep
I'm almost destroyed

I don't know what else i can do
i don't know how much more i can try
i just cant keep being rejected
its too painful to cry

please just love me
I want to have you in my life
I need to feel self-worth
instead of this painful knife.