Confusion

I met a boy.
Nothing could deny his integrity, manners or sex appeal
He rocked out to the best tunes
But being a smart ass didnt make him a bafoon
You musn't be fooled by his dominating nature
because his gentle spirit dominates his very soul

He is not one to kiss and tell
and when you pay him a compliment he doesn't ring a bell
he says you get what you give
those are the rules he plays by to live
but if you wrongfully cross his path
God help you; you are taken by his wrath

He is a lover and a fighter
He loves in a way that is uncomparable
but try to fight him and you will be unable
he works hard, he plays hard
but he yearns for things not found in a bar

So why am I afraid?
he's not the guy to just get laid
past fears have caused me to stray
done and away with peers who pushed me to say
what if i've found myself in another
what if I've blown my cover
should i regain what i've lost
or just sit here and count the cost
take a deep breath
let faith come over me
true to myself, forever i will be