I'm sick of crying
these tears running down my face cannot explain it
i need it now
I need the cold edge touching my warm skin
i hold my breath as i push down
my eyes are closed
my mind is blank, clouded nothingness
i feel no pain
just the hot blood runs down my body
simple relief
this blade brings out the words that are stuck within
i hope you know
what you've done to me
those pretty green eyes are swollen
makeup smeared all down my face
my body is scarred, ruined
and my heart forever broken
