I just wanna be successful

These are the hardest times of my life.
Recentment seems to be taking over me.
Things around me seems not have changed
is like i dont know what to think about or what to do.
i give up and i dont know what to feel.
If things dont get better they will only get worse.
I am praying to God, for my moment is coming.
I am hoping that God Would bless me and help me Through.
To help my Boyfriend, and bless him too. Help Him overcome his problems and succeed in life