Isn�t it funny how we laugh when we want to cry, how we can be tore up inside but smile to everyone�s faces. Isn�t it funny how those who promised they would never leave do? How they say they�ll keep in touch but they never call. Isn�t it funny how much we miss someone when they�re gone, but when they were he we couldn�t tell how much we loved them. Isn�t it funny how we helped them leave, but now we would do anything to find them. Isn�t it funny how we think he�s there, but at break he can�t be found? Isn�t it funny how we can go on with our lives, when our best friend could be in trouble? Isn�t it funny how we keep emailing him, but when we look there�s not return. Isn�t it funny how we beat ourselves up, cause we know we let him leave? Isn�t it funny how only one tried to stop him, when inside nobody wanted him to go. Isn�t it funny how we ask if he�ll be there, when inside we know he won�t? Isn�t it funny how we care so much, yet he thought we cared so little. Isn�t it funny how he told us everything, but this important thing he left out? Isn�t it funny how he fit right in, he didn�t have to earn his way into the group. Isn�t it funny how he could make us so mad, yet we loved him with all we had. Isn�t it funny how one person, can take so much of you when they leave. Isn�t it funny how he loved us so much, yet he decided to leave us here. Isn�t it funny how he said not to worry, yet that makes us worry more? Isn�t it funny how some say it�s his fault, when we don�t care we just want him home. Isn�t it funny how we feel him near us, when we know it�s just our hearts? Isn�t it funny how we can really hear him, even though he�s so far away? Isn�t it funny how you feel he needs help, but in your dreams he tells you he�s fine. Isn�t it funny how all these things are funny, but in truth there not funny at all.
This is dedicated to Paul Hanes my best friend who recently ran away
