January 5, 2009

Dear dad,
at times in my heart your name appears. some times it would bring tears or wishes for later years i always wondered and thought what life would be like if i was there by your side what it would be like to ahve a father figure in my life someone i can count on when a boy hurt my heart to learn ways of life or to hear you say i love you thats somthing i something i didnt have that was good choice for my life some times i want to get mad throw in the towl not care an y more but somthing was always there a help from god i could not gewt from any one else or anything i know a lot has happend in the past thats why i am standing here somthigthings i know you werent proud of but no matter what happend or decisions you have made i loved you with all of my heart and nothing could changed that. now your in a better place with no hurt or pain