Liars not lovers

Welcome to my world 
 

I made a mistake and let you take my heart away,
I should I never gave it to you now all my body will feel the pain.
I trusted you more that I should have and now I look like a fool, 
All I do is chase after you looking for something to cave.

Your rock soild, no heart, no hurt, your all fake.
You never meant what you said,
All you ever did was take
My pride, my glory, my heart and I'm left broken and dead.

My mind races faster trying to find a weak spot,
I'm just hoping at sometime you'll finally give. 
It's a race never won I always end up in a empty lot,
Trying to find my flaw that she could never forgive.

I never wanna be your chick on the side, 
I'm sick of being just second best.
I wanna be the one that kisses you good night,
I guess I just never passed your test.

But I'm over it now I really don't need you,
One day you'll realize that you need me and I'll be gone.
You'll see that I was really the best you ever had,
But now farewell and so long

Please don't tell me you know how I feel cause your wrong,
You've never been on my side of the fence.
It always just me when things get lonely and long.
But when she apologizes all I am is past tense.

Nothing more than a leaf in the wind, 
So tell the truth I never mattered.
I would mend your broken heart just for a minute,
Then you'd leave me with a heart just shattered.