RIP Nicholas Michael Otten

Giggling at things we've done,
They were so much fun.
I can still her your laugh,
All through out my head.

I miss your sweet smell,
And your warm embrace.
I miss your silly smile,
And your goofy charm.

I wont ever understand,
Why this ended the way it did.
Though i wish i did,
Maybe i could have helped,
Just maybe you wouldn't have left.

It pains me,
For you left so many behind,
Me and our son,
Your wife and her kids.

Some days are bearable,
Others i just sit and cry.
For your gone,
And never coming back.

I never got a chance,
To thank you ever so much,
For being in my life,
Even if it was for a short time.

I hope you know,
You'll never be forgotten,
So from now until forever,
Rest In Peace Nicholas Michael Otten!

{{Written On February 5th, 2010 At 11:30am}}