The Story of Our Love

Everything's just one big lie
I cannot speak, can only cry
If it weren't for you I'd want to die
I wish this life would pass me by

I'm sorry that I fell in love with you
And I'm sorry that you love me too
My love, I swear what we feel is true
And no, I'm not really sorry I fell for you

My love, you're everything I need
Without your love this heart would bleed
I finally feel my souls been freed
You make me feel I can succeed

My heart breaks as you walk away
Even though I begged, you wouldn't stay
You told me that I'd be okay
Without you I can't beat this day

You promised me I'm not alone
You said to call when I get home
This world I'm in is so unknown
Why do I feel that I'm alone?

You say you'll love me till the end
You tell me I'm you greatest friend
But still I cannot make you bend
I wish that I could help you mend

You say we're not over, you're here for me
My love, open your eyes and you will see
I know exactly what you could be
And I could help you to break free

So tell me, love, am I worth your pain?
Am I worth the thoughts that will inhabit your brain?
Am I worth the cravings that will drive you insane?
It's okay if I'm to blame

Am I better than this drug you take?
The feelings you feel with me aren't fake
Please let me help you, if only for your sake
I can put an end to all this ache

Just one chance is all I need
I can help you quit the weed
I know what it is you need
To help your beautiful soul be freed

Trust me, my love, and take my hand
I'll lead you away to a far away land
Where the beaches are coated with silky smooth sand
And the fresh air is just so grand

Believe me when I say, I love you dear
And when I've got your hand there nothing to fear
I swear to you I'll always be here
Even when the skies aren't clear

And when you fall to your knees I'll help you to your feet
This is an illness that we can defeat
I trust this is something that you can beat
And when you succeed the feeling is neat

This is the time to beat this thing
There's too much pain that this will bring
It's really not worth everything
This isn't something to which you should cling

I promise I'll save you
We'll make it through
You'll feel how you always wanted to
So put the smoke down; look at the sky so blue

What is that I heard you say?
You tell me that you just can't stay
I won't make it through the day
If you turn and walk away

You say that space is all you need
And time to smoke your precious weed
And I can feel my heart start to bleed
That's what I get for showing greed

Im breaking now, my heart is shot
This didn't go the way I thought
I'm losing now the heart I sought
And soon I am to be forgot

I'm begging you to stay with me
I'm sorry I just can't break free
My love you're the greatest part of me
You're everything I need you to be

Okay, it's fine, just walk away
It's not like I needed you anyway
Yeah that's a lie, but what am I supposed to say
I can beg but you won't stay

I know that I should let you go
But it's hard when all these tears just flow
And love, just to let you know
I'll always love you so

Talk to me, just let me in
How do you expect me to be your friend?
When I find out I'm not good enough in the end
How am I supposed to mend?

God this pains consuming me
That's right; turn around so you won't see
Everything that I can't ever be
I guess that I should let you be

So know I know, I'm not worth your pain
I'm not worth the thoughts that will inhabit your brain
I'm not worth the cravings that will drive you insane
I know that I'm the one to blame

So just shoot me, it's less painful than this
Don't you know ignorance is bliss?
Just don't forget our every kiss
And everything about you I will miss

I'll miss your smile
I'll miss your kiss
I'll miss the taste upon your lips
I'll miss your eyes
I'll miss your face
But I know that you need space
I'll miss your touch
I'll miss you smell
I'll miss the times I just fell
I'll miss your love
I'll miss heart
I'll miss the times we weren't apart
I'll miss the calls
The kiss in the rain
When I see you I'll go insane
I'll miss the thoughts
I'll miss the dreams
My heart is ripping at the seams
I'll miss the love that we once shared
I'll miss the way you always cared
I'll miss you love, I'll miss you bad
I'm sorry that I made you sad
I love you and don't forget
Loving you is something I'll never regret