I Don't Remember

Looking back it's hard to face,
all the pain from my mistakes,
I know that I'm the one to blame,
I know that we'll never be the same,
and it kills me just to say,
that I'm lonely every day,
so could you please just come back home,
or at least just call this phone,

I'm sure there must have been a time,
when you were not on my mind,
but I swear...I don't remember,
I'm sure there must have been a day,
before you went so far away,
but I swear...I don't remember,

I've cried so long that it's just sad,
I'm pathetic, but you knew that,
you were always the better half,
and I always just held you back,
so I'm sorry for all the waste,
and all this pain you can't erase,
I wasn't good enough for you,
you'd had enough, and now we're through,

I'm sure there must have been a time,
when you were not on my mind,
but I swear...I don't remember,
I'm sure there must have been a day,
before you went so far away,
but I swear...I don't remember,

Looking back it's hard to face,
all the pain from my mistakes,

I'm sure there must have been a time,
when you were not on my mind,
but I swear...I don't remember,
I'm sure there must have been a day,
before you went so far away,
but I swear...I don't remember,
I'm sure there must have been a night,
when we'd sleep instead of fight,
but I swear...I don't remember,
I'm sure there must have been a place,
where I got to see your face,
but I swear...I don't remember,

I'm sure there must have been a time,
when you were not on my mind,
but I swear...I don't remember,
I'm sure there must have been a day,
before you went so far away,
but I swear...I don't remember,
I'm sure there must have been a night,
when we'd sleep instead fight,
but I swear...I don't remember,
I'm sure there must have been a place,
where I got to see your face,
but I swear...I don't remember...