I failed you

I cant believe it
Here i am to protect
And there you are
With no remaining breath

I feel so bad
I still cant believe it
I told you ill keep you safe
And there you are
Leaving with death

This lost with haunt me forever
From now on, nothing in my life would seem any better

You were the one that kept me happy
You were the one that kept me laughing
You were so young you were no where near ready

I feel so diffrent now that your gone
Nothing i do seems to matter
My love for you was so strong
Your death made my spirit shadder
i wonder about the cause of your death, why?how?who?
Im not saying its you to blame
Thats untrue
Its the thing that eats me inside
The fact that i failed you.

(It'll be nice if u leave a comment and let me know what u truely think about the poems. I like poetry because it helps me and ill like to know how to make my poems better so I can better explain my emotions and the poem itself can have a better chance to relate to the readers. So please tell me what u think. It can help. Thank you)