I need to talk tonight :(

I am alone once again
I wish i had someone to talk to
I been cry
I cant stop cutting
I cant stop bleeding

My mind is racing
My heart is banging
I hear things
I see things
Im scaring myself
I cant slow down

This is how im living
Its getting harder
I feel like no one understand me
I feel so alone

I will be ok tonight
Its almost time for bed
Tomorrow will just be another day
Struggling to be ok

Im really lost, hurt and everything else
I really need to get better
Im so sad :(