Smiles, laughs, happiness
It all starts with the good things
It hides behind its mask,
Makes you fall for the disguise
Once youre hooked, it reveals its real self
Frowns, desperate cries, sadness
The real side leaves you broken down
Miserable beyond imagination
Youll be left gripping your stomach
Huddled up in a corner, wishing you could just end it
Numbness, falling, depression
The sadness becomes numb,
You cant feel it as much,
You let go of the cliff you were desperately gripping to
Now, you fall
You see the bottom and smile
Peace, silence, hope
The bottom is peaceful
There is nothing but silence
No regrets, no sadness, its all gone now
You are no longer a burden, an obligation
You are free from yourself, them, and the world
What could be better? you asks before hitting bottom.