This is my life now, im not sure how i got here

by xbrokinxlillxgirlx   May 23, 2010


Last night i was crying
Not really sure why
Its sad when your life revolves around trying to hold on
You called my name from a distance
I ran to you
Fell in your arms
Crying beggin you to not let go
You wisper to me
I told you how this is my life
Im loosing more and more everyday
You ask me why im acting this way
I tell you its over im gonna live my way
So lost
In a world no one understand me
How can i keep listen
My body is shutting down
My mind is out of control

I feel so empty
I just wanna go
I push you away
You try to talk to me
I say No i cant stay

I guess im use to people walking away from me
THis time i wanted to leave first

I am the girl that no one wants
I am the mistake
I am nothing
So please dont bother with me

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  • 14 years ago

    by xbrokinxlillxgirlx

    Hello
    I want to thank you so much for taking the time to write to me, I really appericate it.
    Thank you

  • 14 years ago

    by Once an Angel

    Your poem has a great deal of genuine emotion to it, emotions you are gifted in expressing with words. Something though, for you to ponder is that there are people out there, who are not afraid of broken people, who love them for the potential and do not dwell on their mistakes. You will find yourself all alone in your life the moment you both stop seeking others out and the moment you stop letting other find you. I know your pain is extremely great, but there is so much more to life than your pain for you to find and explore with others. I encourage you to look for the courage to sieze your life back from your strugglings of misery. The road back is so steep that your muscles ache, but on the other side of the mountain, you see the valley of life that was blocked from your view before. I promise its there. Not that my journey will be in anyway the same was yours, but I know the road of darkness and the power it has had and sometimes still has over my life. A road that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemies. -big hugs- If you want a listening ear, feel free to email me: ldsangelmikochan@earthlink.net.

    My best to you,
    Eleesa

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