Theres a thick splintered rock
Hovering over me
I don't know what to do
I cant see
I don't know who to be
Because I cant see
I want to know who I am
But who am I
But a vessel
For skin and bones
And blood and death
I always hoped that
I would be something more
But now the rock hangs over me
Chasing me down the cliff
I cant keep up or get out of the way
Today is not my day
Nor my year my dear
I am in the cloud
When you are in the clear
Life is what I fear
And love is what I crave
Ill be seeking to be wanted
When im resting
In an early grave
I crave I live
I breathe I love
But why cant the ripest
Seek out my heart
I know I can be there
But I have no chance to start
My heart you see cant take much
It has been thru devils layers
And such
But what my heart dies for
Beats for and lives for
Is another heart to do the same
Care want need
But here the big boulder succeeds
Pushing me
Forcing me
Raping me
Into a path that wasn't meant
A path that could not have been for me
Because this path didn't follow my heart you see
Boulders pushed and collided
And here I am
On an island of shit
All the ones I've gazed upon
Have gone
All alone as it remains
Me and the rock
And the pain, the pain
