This is very good and I absolutely adored it. The honesty in the words and the flow of your rhymes really worked for you and made the poem a pleasure to read.

Even though it has a sad message and a feel of confession to it, I almost felt like there was something upbeat about it aswell, like there was a sense of relief somewhere in the poem.

Anyways, real nice job on this one. I will keep reading.

--ares