I miss you so much it hurts
too see you happy with her.
i've played it off for so long
that i haven't needed you here with me.
i've lied to everyone and myself
i was so wrong, i needed you here.
Its hard to decide what to do
when all i need is you.
I sat there, in my car staring out
at the place we used to go,
where you carved my name
and where we spent so many nights.
as the rain poured down over my car
all i could see was your face in my head
and our spot through the rain.
I felt like if i left i would be leaving you behind
and i just couldn't do it.
so there i sat, in the midst of a storm
staring out into the distance trying to say goodbye to you.
i could feel you all around me, like i do now
and the sound of your laugh rang through my ears
You and i both know that should be me
and its painful to know you're gone
and all you need to is look inside yourself
to find the one answer that has been eating at you
like it has me.
