Some times I wish I could take your pain away, but I can't so I can only hope to give you better days. The first time you left me, I was shocked I thought we were all good. But poof you left me for another. Then here you came back to me. Baby you murdered me. So here we go again. I cheated, didn't mean to hurt you like that. But we've both made mistakes and you hated me for a while. But then we made it back into each others arms, happy again. Fell for you even harder you're the love of my life. But you had a bad day so you're gone. I died inside, then i had to tell my friends you left again. How many times can my heart scream murder. Morning after, together again. Crazy how the world may change but somethings just stay the same. The frustration built up everything left unsaid. I guess we lost it because at a point I was so mad I was about to leave you. But I love you to much to let you go. F it you can call me selfish. I'll give you all I have. No doubt about it your my wife for life. All I want is to love you the rest of my life. But will we survive? How many times can I die inside. Please don't make my heart scream murder.
