I fall asleep with thoughts of you I awake to something I denied could be true goodnight he says to me I say it back as I drift off to sleep. I awake to him gone and me knowing in my gut there's something wrong I let the time slowly pass dreading what I know will come my phone rings my heart drops he was supposed to be art church what a fool I was when I knew he'd be with her the reasons I can't explain but every time the truth ends the same so why feel bad if she's everything you wish you had why can't I walk away I wish I had the strength to be okay I sit and wonder what went wrong but the truth is I'll never know what was it that made it so easy to let go
