Questions to My Soul (pt.1)

Darkness or Death
Which do I prefer?
Both I guess
Because life is a blur!

Love or Pain
Which do I feel?
Pain Of Course
Because love isn't real!

Life after Death
Is something I despise,
But Death before Life
Brings great joy inside!

Needless to say
I hate this place,
So when the time comes
I will except my fate.

Heaven or Hell
Where shall I hide?
Hell is a place
Only I can reside!

Hatred or Blood
Which will come first?
Know that blood alone
Cannot quench my thirst!

-to be continued