I remember sleepless nights,
talking till 4am and waking up at five.
never really talking about anything,
but i always felt so alive.
i remember the first day we spent,
i just wanted to grab your hand,
we laughed and laughed had a great day.
in the car singing at the top of our lungs to your favorite band.
i remember the first night,
i spent in your arms till 9:09,
hand in hand,heart in heart,
that was the day i called you "mine"
i remember our first valentines day,
the chocolate roses,and teddy bear.
spending the day together,
i couldn't believe life is this fair.
i remember the first time i met your parents,
i was so nervous i could hardly say hi.
watching ,movies on your couch.
i didn't ever wanna say goodbye.
i remember the first kiss,
it was awkward but i loved the way it was kinda like you.
you kissed me all over from my head to toe,
you took my hand and spoke,i replied i Love you too.
i remember the first "time"
so magical,and romantic for two little teenagers.
sitting on you, everything was so perfect,
that day seemed to be in our favor.
i remember the first date down by the water.
90 degree weather so you carried me there.
we cuddled by the waves,kissing
with the wind in my hair.
i remember the first big fight,
i swear i wouldn't ever talk to you again,
and when you called 40 times,
well i sorta just gave in.
i remember the first good morning beautiful.
i love you's and the never again's
the forever and ever's
and your really my best friend's.
i remember the first time i got jealous,
you were a hot little topic to girls,
i was only 14 and you were my everything.
17 and amazing i loved you as if you were my world.
i remember the time we broke each others hearts,
i cried in the bathroom stall,cursing your name.
then you ever so carefully got me right back,
but it was the end of our little love game.
i remember the first few weeks,
i was a mess, i couldn't eat sleep or breathe,
we swore we'd make it through it all,
and i realized it wasn't me that you need.
i remember the first time i saw your face,
my heart melted, and the butterflies raced.
i didn't ever think id get you,
but that surely wasn't the case.
i remember laying in bed at 2 am,
naming all our little babies, that we didn't have yet.
Delilah,Mae and Logan and we'd have a big house,
those are the memories ill never forget.
i remember the downfall of a beautiful thing,
the way i cried so hard in your arms that night,
you burst into tears,but
in the end we just weren't right.
i remember a lot about you and i,
a lot of laughs,and a lot of tears.
a lot of memories
my heart shall keep through the years<3
about my old best friend,and boyfriend<3
i really miss him):
