Sea of Emotions

The wind whips the whispering trees.
It is all I hear all around me.
A kind of peace and tranquility,
Is what I seek.

But find it, I cannot.
My mind overwhelms me.
I am drowning
In a sea of emotions.

My mind is controlled by
The longing for
The drip drop
Falling from my arm.

A pain, I can control
Is what I long for.
Death, do I seek?
Not yet.

Control over my mind
And this sea of emotions,
That is all I ask for.
Just a little cut, is that too much?