Should I embrace my darkness?
Being emotionless, heartless
So I can't feel pain any longer
My darkness is becoming stronger
I'm not sure if I can hold it within any further
I want to surrender to my darkness
Even though it goes against everything people think is right
I find it to be a very different state of mind even if it’s scary
Once you let the darkness in it's hard to get out
Or wallow in self-pity about my problems
Finding no solutions feel hurt, abandoned, alone
Yet I’m still undecided
Why is it that what feels so right can also be so wrong?
