I aint done

Everytime i close my eyes,
i see your beautiful face.
i feel your arms around me,
pulling me into your warm embrace.

those eyes that use to brighten me,
now brings me so much pain.
and that smile that use to bring me sunshine,
now only brings me rain.

you keep saying your sorry,
i keep breaking down.
you say that you want me,
but i dont want you around.

holding you in my arms that night,
i had never felt so at home.
but the next night it was him with you,
and i had never felt so alone.

i want to forgive you,
and deep in my heart-i know i probably will.
but i cant seem to do what you two do,
and act like its not a big deal.

because it is to me,
it was so very wrong.
and now i have to sit here,
and act like i am strong.

but deep down im crying,
its eating me up inside.
questioning your true feelings,
because i have no choice but to think you lied.

why would you do this to me?
was i really that mean?
to make you turn your back,
break my heart and leave...

you said you would never walk away,
it would never be like that.
but when i was hurt and needed you,
where the h e l l were you at?

walking away..leaving me,
not caring what you had just begun.
well you can count on seeing me again,
because this aint over-and i aint done.