Tell me your reason

I sit here thinking about how it should have been
But all I can do is cry my dreadful tears
It just hurts knowing that I no longer have you in my life
I thought that you were the one to wipe away my fears.
I guess that I was proven wrong
I just cant believe that you would do this to me
You promised me so many hopeful things
You told me that we were meant to be.
You lied, deceived, and cheated your way to my heart
I finally realized that I just get hurt in the end
I no longer want to be the same girl because of you
I just want to forget about you my old friend.
You caused me so much hurt and sorrow
I dont think that I can get my life back
Tell me your reasons for all that you do
Tell me why you threw my life off track.
All that you left me with was broken promises
And millions of destroyed dreams
When I lay next to him, all I think about is you
And thats when my tears begin to stream.
Dont you understand what you have done?
Do you understand the damage that youve made?
I know that one day and somehow I will forget
Because you will just be a memory and those always fade.
I hope that you realize what you had lost
You wont get another chance; I am done
You screwed over the one that loved you for you
But you just threw me away after you had your fun.
Its kind of pathetic now that I look back
I should have known that you would be this way
I should have known how you treated people
I wish that I could go back to that very day.
You and I are through
I am done wasting tears on someone who wouldnt be there
I am through with pretending that I am alright
Its not like you even care.
Will you do me one favor before I say good-bye for good?
When you told me that you loved me, was that just another lie?
For if it was, then I should just dry up all my tears
I am sorry my old friend, but this is good-bye.
P.S. Dont come crawling back for forgiveness
I wont take you back; I dont want to see your face
I am done with being hurt by you
At this moment in time, youre just a disgrace.