When i first met you, i didn't think of you any differently than i thought of any other guy. we'd flirt as you played your guitar and sang me the songs you wrote. i was too shy to admit that i was falling for you. i thought that it was just a silly crush. but then we got closer, and i realized it was something more; i just couldn't figure it out. we drifted over winter break, and i cried myself to sleep. but afterward, we became "just friends." i thought the idea was crazy, because we both had feelings for each other. but i realized it was time to move on. and slowly, i felt them fade until they were just feelings, hidden in the shadows of my mind. after new york, i acted like i no longer cared. but we talked every night on the phone, and i figured out what the feelings had been all along. you told me you loved me, and i knew that i loved you too. we spent a little over a month acting like star-crossed lovers. we fought often, like allie and noah, but everything was always okay. and even though it didn't last, even though you ended it, i will never forget it. i loved every second of it. to those of you who love someone, hold on tight. live every moment, and forget about the past and the future. they just cause complications. and to my lover, i'll remember you always. even though you broke my heart, part of me will always love you.
