Forgive

I finally got to hold you,
be yours for a night.
i finally felt okay,
and that i was going to be alright.

but in one day-it was over,
my world came crashing down.
i didnt know it would happen,
and in my tears i would soon drown.

if i could take back that night,
i know that i would.
because he ended up standing,
in the place that i once stood.

i thought i would hate you,
for taking him away.
but i ended up hating him,
for leading you astray.

i realized how much i really care,
and that i love you so much more,
more than my heart can take,
and more than i bargained for.

please dont turn away,
at least try and put up a fight.
because im ready if you are,
to let go of that saturday night.

i know i can be complicated,
and sometimes hard to read.
but im telling you right now,
you are all that i need.

im trying to front,
and act like im okay.
just so i can prove,
that everyone walks away.

but dont listen to what im saying,
i want you to look between the lines.
because there you will see,
all the hidden signs.

but the one that is most important,
is the one right in front of you.
its the only sign you need,
that will help you make it through.

**i love you**