That was a lovely poem, so true written from the heart i know how you feel fml x 10 aswell.
tried to write a poem all i got was

" im lost again
everythings lost all meaning
i find it hard to talk to listen
to hope"

I've been there done things im not proud of. i've become a shadow in my own life. i'm just a girl who thinks life is worth living because i have someone who cares. im no therapist and i've gone through bs like this. its harder and harder with every waking moment. i've destroyed my life and have been sent to a psych ward. yeah i know i sound kind of crazy. i've been to hell and back. but all id o is remember why im on this earth. i think to the days when everything was all fine and dandy but then again i just dont know who or what i am. im just a lost girl with no hope or reasoning in the world