I love you.
But thats the problem.
Do you actually love me back?
Everyone else seems to think so.
but...
I wasn't the girl you took to prom this year.
I'm not the girl you whistle at.
I'm not the girl.
Most of the time.
But there's those days,
where suddenly you flash me a huge grin.
You come by my locker everyday.
Its like you tell the world "she's mine. Back off"
But how am I supposed to tell?
Its been almost two years of my life that I've loved you. Has it been a waste? Are you just an illusion of what I've been dying to have my entire life?
You make me smile more than anyone else
But cry more than anyone else.
You make me laugh.
You make me sob.
You brighten my dreams.
You're the demon in my nightmares.
When I sing love songs I think of you.
When I cut I think of you.
You're everything I need.
And everything I should never have.
The point is,
You're everything.
