I lost you

You put that gun to my head
and pulled back on the trigger
said it was because of him
but i think its much bigger

you broke my heart
you made me bleed
i love you though
your still everything i need

your words choked me
til i could no longer breath
and even though you try to lie
i know your still in love with me

because that night in your arms
proved that it was real
and i can see it in your eyes
love is all that you feel

so dont try to stop me from loving you
just because you are afraid
and dont blame me for leaving
because you know i would have stayed

but im giving you what you want
i tried so hard to keep you here
but i lost another fight
in losing you, my dear.