This feeling I cant explain.
Its Yet another fairytale gone to waste.
This aching in my chest.
It wont go away.
Why do you do this to me.??
I gave you three years of me,
I stayed by your side as your friend,
And when you finally decided,
I stayed with you as you girl.
I stayed by yours side when you where fighting with
The girl.!
The same one you cheated on me on,
Yet there you are not caring even a little bit.
I stayed by your side,
Forgiveness has no limits,
Not with the person you love the most.
At least thats what i thought.
Over a rumor you left me.!
Over a rumor of a jealous boy.
That was mad that I turned him down.
So he said i slept with him and even false details he gave.
Well Edwin,
I made you wait,
So why would i be easy on them.?
Yet even though you claim that as your excuse,
There something there,
I want to know.
What are you afraid of.?
Every time we fix things,
You find an excuse to later run off.
Well honey
As much as i miss you,
And as much as I'm in pain.
This forgiveness has reached its limit.
You left me out of anger,
Didn't give me a chance to explain.
Then you go and get a new girlfriend.
Leaving me in tears,
When two nights before we had nights full of bliss.
In your arms I layed and you said you loved me,
I know you mean it.
Thats the sad part of it all.
We both love each other.
And you run from it all.
This love its so real.!
If you only you tried...
I hurt for you in a way i just cant explain.
My arms ache to be wrapped around your body.
My Body aches for yours.
Every time I close my eyes I see that face of yours.
And Every time i sleep its you I dream.
I wanted every inch and part of you,
I wanted you for you.
Even your little anger issues.
I accepted you all the way.
In a way I cant even say.
I miss you.! So much.
I wish it was possible to say.
But now I'm telling you to stay away.!
Leave me be.
You hurt me and its come to its end.!
Your taking a part of me with you.
Three years of fighting and I lost this war.
You gave me less then a week.
Well this is just another fairytale gone to waste.
One we almost fixed.
But the pain in my chest wont go away.
I love you.
But I wont forgive you no more.
This love and its forgiveness as finally
reached its limits.
