Jumble
Sitting here
fluttering swimming floating
Unaware
that im not aware in my thoughts
Misunderstood!
Fidgeting , stumbling, stammering
I need not care that I cant find my voice
Drowning
In the deception that says my voice is irrelevant
I keep chanting it replayin containing contemplating
Whay my life means
Would you be so keen to tell me who I am??
Cus as of now I do not know
Do I sit or do I go
Can I fly or will I die miserable and seated in deceit�
Lookin down @ these feet
Who have trodden on no new land
don�t ask me why because I do not understand
Myself
All I kno is that this confusion is bad for my health
I stay underneath the radar in stealth
Unaware of myself
Of my body of my curves
My mouth poised to find the words
Cus I need this!
and what do I need?!
What can I get what can I receive?
Why do I fret why do I worry
Why is my life in a continous hurry to speed things up
And then slow it back down
Pick myself off the ground and dust myself back off
Got the broom and the dustpan but I need a helping hand
Why cant this life let me be content with me?!
Unable to see my true potentiality
Success is merely a mumble in the back of my mind
My life a complete jumble
