Ive got to find you

This burning ache inside my soul,
gets stronger with each passing day.
the pain gets so strong at times,
i cant help but wish my life away.

i try so hard to ignore it,
try to go on with my life.
and during the day i may succeed,
but its a whole different story at night.

because at night i feel more alone,
than i ever have before.
the memories of a broken past,
leave me crying on the floor.

my heart keeps longing for someone,
but they're a stranger to me.
they have no name,
and ive only seen them in my dreams.

even there they are a blur,
nothing about them is clear.
just only that i love them,
and that is what i fear.

when mouring comes,
and the sun is high up in its place.
i once again wake up alone,
wishing god would take me away from this place.

who are you?
and will we ever really meet?
i need to find "you"
because your the reason my heart still beats.