It's 4 am and I can't sleep,
all I can think about is you,
memories of our times together running in my head,
when I look around this town thats all I can see.
Everyday I walk through the mall it kills,
remembering back to the first day I met you,
the days we'd walk around holding hands,
the movies we've seen together.
Something as simple as watching TV,
brings back memories of us,
the countless nights we cuddled and watch movies,
the nights I fell asleep in your arms.
The memory I see that kills me every time,
is walking past A&P parking lot on Second Line,
it brings back the memories of our first kiss,
the day I really started to fall for you.
But remembering all these good times kills even more,
because I know you're now making those memories with her,
she's you're girl that I was thrown away for,
she's the one you're holding in your arms at night.
I know you still love me cause you tell me everyday,
but that means nothing cause you're with her,
how much can you really love me if you threw me away,
and then started dating this other girl.
Friends tried to warn me this would happen again,
with you and me its the same routine,
because as much as we love each other,
we're constantly hurting each other.
I'm sorry about the things I've done to hurt you,
the countless tears I've made you cry,
all the nights you couldn't sleep cause you were depressed,
I'm sorry for it all.
But now I'm the one going through all that,
not eating or sleeping anymore,
I'm the one in constant tears,
cause you're holding her and not me.
You always promised me forever,
always said "I'll be with you till the day I die",
and I always believed you're every word,
but now I'm the one whose getting hurt.
