My new start

I thought i could trust you, we were always going to be tight. I wanted it to be your arms, and your arms only that held me at night.
You thought you would get away with it, you dishonored my trust. Now it's turned around, and you're the one left surrounded by nothing but the dust.
You can tell me you are sorry a million times plus one, but you know that when you say it, it is never meant to be true. So why lie to my heart again and make me believe in you?
Please tell me once more you love me before i go, although i know it is not true, i just need to know. When you speak such words it sends a warming sensation to my heart...but as i take this razor to my wrists, this heart shall beat no more, it is my new start.