Empty thoughts

You really know you've lost the plot,
When you start to feel empty,
When you feel like you've lost your mind,
When pretending is so hard,
You forget to try,
Congrats you're still alive,
You lived another pointless day,
You lost another friend,
You did another pointless thing,
Your now a government drone,
You can't bother with trying,
You've just given up,
But you'll continue pretending,
So others don't get upset,
So others do not notice you,
So you're not a threat,
You'll play a part,
You'll say the lines,
All part of an act,
All part of the lie.