22 days

Its been 22 days since Ive last stopped trying.
since forever started dying.

since seeing your face stopped being a daily routine.
i guess you proved,everyones not what they seem.

hugs started to become the past,
just like everything that i wanted to last.

texting you now seems to not be realistic.
not since i became not your first pick.

life was a little crazy throughout this time span,
even crazier since i didn't have your hand.

i realized promises with you are meant to be broken,
and my thoughts just shouldn't be spoken.

22 days since the fighting seemed to stop.
and i fell off my little world were i stood at the top.

at first the longest days,at first the hardest days.
but Ive finally seemed to escape your hearts maize.

i couldn't get relief from your face,from the pain.
with the memories of us driving me insane

22 days since i lost my best friend,
who had promised me forever,and yet let it end.

what a sad little story of a poor little girl,
who for 10 months let him control her world.

he was her drug,she was addicted,
22 days since my hearts been convicted.