Everynight,
I see this vision.
I realize someday i have to decide,
but as life goes by i cannot make a decision.
My nightmares strangle me
scare me
suffocate me.
I cannot handle violence
loss
depression.
Wait...
What am i even talking about?
Do i make sense?
Fate is on my shoulders
which leaves my heart in a strain
and body in suspense.
My brain is in stun and it is getting confused
and i believe is feels quite scared.
My heart agrees and is mad at the tease
those stupid and selfish nightmares.