Goodbye

I wish I knew back then
What I know right now,
Before you were a friend
Before I knew what you were about.
If I could go to that table
I would never learn your name,
Cause now I'm a player
In your sick little game.
I would never say hi
Or ask to borrow your book.
I would never give you a smile
Or even a second look.
I would walk around you
When you stood in my way
And keep on marching
Though you had something to say.
I would take it all back
To the first day of school.
When you sat in front of me
I'd ask you to move.
I'd erase all those memories
Of you from my mind.
But I know it's too late;
I can't press rewind.
Cause I sat at that table
And I told you hi,
But with every hello
There comes a goodbye.