Lost without love

As my heart starts to sink
and memories slowly start to disappear
i wonder who i really am
that lonely girl i fear

four years of love an lust
so much time to feel alive
now i seem to be drowning
in a world i cant survive

he took my heart and made it whole
he showed me true love at last
but somehow we lost it
and I've slipped back into the past

before i knew him i was sad
i couldn't live through even one day
before I'd break down and cry
over the unhappiness that came my way

i truly dont want to walk that road
fall back into bad places
but without someone to hold my hand
i feel the haunt of familiar faces

please dont lead my down that track
help me to survive this fight
so get on with my life
before i start to bleed white.