I hate feeling so empty
all i can describe is lonliness.
Everything is falling apart
and there is no happiness.
I want to harm,
myself.
i want to be with you though!
But i cant.
i cant.
I realize that I was selfish...
I wasn't selfish for wanting to leave the world,
I was selfish for not leaving.
I am so selfish.
I am a fool.
Should I have done it while I could?
Everyone would still be happy anyways!
They would not have to worry about me.
They already dont.
They already are happy without me.
Considering that's how people are living now.
A beautiful earth with one less dark person,
one less depressing person,
one less harmful person,
one less me.
