Holding on no more.

My body trembles as I see the distance of what could be,
Grow into a more noticeable black hole.
I try to hold on to what mercy can be held,
But its ripping at the crease and I cant hold a grip.

Your face flashes in the back of my head,
Like a broken camera, constantly flashing back to that memory.
The memory, where you promised,
Where you let all go, and told me I would be forever.

But the trust is broken,
and no longer do I sense a reasoning.
You walked away, when you should of stayed.
You didnt even put up a fight to keep me,
I must not of been worth holding on to.

Your face longs like a bad nightmare,
That just wont end.
I close my eyes,
But I can still sense the hope,
The feeling of wanting you nearby.

My heart aches as the flashback stop,
Your fading away, and I just want to cry.
I plead, as I beg on my knees for this to be fake,
This cant be the way we end.

But the hole has done its job,
And everything we once were, is gone.
Words you promised, forever, are just words,
And im afraid, ive let go.