As blank as my thoughts appear this hour
My eyes seem to focus, only, on future peace and power
Difficult at best, yet so highly esteemed
God's good graces are what I strive to have redeemed
As quiet as my mouth stays this afternoon
I know that my heart will restore very soon
So peaceful is the sound of my tears hitting the floor
For I now feel what I've lost months before
Yet my mind persists to roam in the dark partially blind
Because post-ignorance introduced what I continue to find
Cold water, which turned my pure soul lukewarm
With warning being ignored, I ,once again, joined the swarm
After months of hypothermia, I finally decided to thaw
I remembered that His hand over-powers his claw
I am warming up again, but progress is slow
One day, my strength will return, and I will continue to know
That independence is only an illusion
And sole understanding only leads to confusion
So now, I fight for Holy fire
For my redemption lies only in this desire
Faith and works is what He requires
