Fear of losing
It felt like someone had to win
Was it a game?
Or just anger
War has begun
Not between us
But between our loved ones
All because of our fears?
Saying fear of losing a loved one?
But did you ever loved me to?
Its hard to say
Hay friend
I dont know why
But it always has been hard
For years we try to be friends
But why should we try any longer
If we dont need it?
Sometimes it just more hurts
To be with you
Than to be without you
Still I missed you
Its just so hard not to hate you
While its so hard not to love you
I really dont want to blame it all on you
But sometimes I feel like
I have to
Cause the anger inside of me
Keeps trying to take all my control
Im so sorry
I just cant live with you
And cant live without you
Why do I have to decide?
Dont put me in this position
I really dont know what I mean
Im just stuck
In the past and the future
And you really dont care that much
Do you?
