When I talk to you it feels like were still together,
But I know were not.
And thats what kills me.
I'm not over you,
Never was.
I still love you,
Always will.
But I hide the tears no matter how much it hurts.
And when I see you online,
A smile appears.
We talk like nothing happened between us but do you feel the same way I do?
Like we could of avoided this whole thing.
I never meant to fight with you,
I was lost,
I didn't know what else to do.
I hope you know I still think about you,
I never stop.
You're the only one that still cares after everything we've been through.
You can still make me smile to this day.
You know just the the right thing to say,
To brighten my day.
And now I have a boyfriend,
But that doesn't mean I'm completely over you.
He could never make me feel the way you make me feel...
Alive,
Strong,
Beautiful.
I picture you when I'm with him.
When we hold hands,
Its not the same.
When we kiss,
There's no spark.
When we hug,
I feel nothing.
And when I talk to him,
It feels like me and you are still together.
But I know were not,
And thats what kills me.